TAKING LIFE ONE DAY AT A TIME! I AM SO GREATFULL TO HAVE A HUSBAND WHO IS THERE FOR ME DURING MY RECOVERY TIME AND UNDERSTANDS WHY I AM THE WAY I AM! HE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME!
Well I will try and tell you as much about me and my family as I can. If you have any questions,ask.
I have gained weight and there is not a day that goes by that I dont cry at least once a day. I am hurting real bad and hating myself because I can not really do much right now. I tried to do some house work yesterday and today I am now paying for it. As far as the weight gain goes I guess I will skip some meals and see what my body will allow me to do to loose the weight. I did not work my ass off to loose the weight only to gain it back because of one stupid surgery. I am now starting to wonder if I should of even had it. Would it of been better for me to of just gone on living with the chance of the cervical cancer or is what I am going thru for the best? It seems like almost any little thing will set me off and I am tired of it. I am really depressed and sad right now and I just want to get back to normal but will that ever happen? I am not feeling sorry for myself I just want to go back to being happy and loose the weight that I have already gained.