CD slavegurl now known as CDtawni_DLC  was collared...owned also entered into servitude and femme training 08/13/06 By Ms DarkLady Camille........Thank You Mistress

 Dearest Lexi.......love the pics hon.......poop or get off the pooper could well be directed towards me as we both know.......your tastes  , openness and kink are so in tune with my own that the fact we haven't connected is totally in my corner.......right around the corner and yet never openned the door ......I have spent a time or two thinking about just being your bitch ......being led kicking and screaming into the light but not fighting hard enough to ruin my makeup  lol ......... hmmmmm, gotta go to work so I'll write more later........ TGIF ,tho those retired folk don't remember that as well as us working people  ........smiles

TOO MUCH HEAT !!!!!!!!...........as my face melts into my cleavage I remember why Tawni takes a sabatical during the summer lol .........too much work and not nearly enough frosty drinks this summer but it will pass .......... and I remind myself that if it weren't for the summer heat then I wouldn't appreciate the arrival of cooler air in the fall..........So I have an off the wall situation for anyone who might care to respond......as a guy I'm ok , not too hard on the eyes , pretty fit for an old fart and thank God always a blend of both genders when it comes to who I am which in my mind means that I do listen when people talk and I do care about others and feel compassion which is the greatest blessing that comes with this odd gender mix that is me..........soooooooo , the situation is this.........I find myself a pretty in demand guy this summer........me lol ........a crossdressing , hair fetish , kinky ,possibly TG leaning part time gurl......... 5 women are in active pursuit of me .......and let me be clear that I love women , adore who they are and what they do and respond to their attention but......no a big BUT ....... I will never , could never give up my femme side......might just as well cut off an arm ....... so like a dog chasing a car and catching it ,  just what the hell do I do now? ........ one I've told about me in an effort to scare her away , she is far too young (24) , and I might just as well been talking to the moon  ......another is a neighbor which could create all sorts of problems even without the Cd thing........I am not a player , never have been and each move I make to run just seems to up the intensity of the chase........AAANNDD to top it off I would love to find a girl who likes this stuff.......so I sit , frozen in time........too afraid to become real .........anyone who thinks God doesn't have a really odd sense of humor doesn't really have their eyes open lol..........so anyhow any thoughts...........oh and a big PS would be that I really like to meet another gurl like me and explore that unopenned side of me also ....... Thank you God  lol

  Hi all ! Hope all are well and surviving the heat . Summer is fun. Pooltime , frosty drinks, music playing and just being in the sun. Boy mode rules this time of year . It's too hard trying to explain a suddenly hairless chest tho lord knows my legs after all these years of trying to be both genders have stopped trying to grow any hair worth mentioning lol . It does make for opportunities tho when someone says to me, " Gee, your legs are smoother then my girlfriends? What's that all about?"  My normal response is to say it just ruins the look of my pantyhose and the questions ,at least to my face usually end .  And it's funny because at some point ,maybe this fall or winter, that comment will be put back to me , usually by a GF of someone there when the initial question was asked about my legs and then maybe while a bit drunk I'll spill the beans. Some of my best friends now began with that question. Anyway , I just wanted to post something to let myself know that "she" is alive and well and that the dormant stage will pass and God help us all lol . I don't know if all are like me but being in the closet,as I am, I find each year I go just a bit further then the year before and wow I look forward to it. Just as I'm looking forward to a slumber party with a local gurl this fall.  Joy,sweetie , we could get in sooooooo much trouble !!!!!

    Stay well all and enjoy each day for we are blessed being who we are and where we are.

         Hugz, Tawni