This is my beautiful mother who I lost this past year to a heart disease and blood disease she will always be missed by my brother,sister and I we will always love her until the day we die.These days all I want is my mother more and more everyday.Sometime I think how did my mother have the nervous to leave one abused husband but not have the nervous to leave the man that harmed her kids.This man was very abused to my mom he locked her up under their house naked,didn't feed her,shot at her,and done a lot of awful things to her.My mom was not perfect and was not a saint but she didn't deserve that to be done to her.I have got to a point in my life that I need my moma to show me the way but she isn't here to tell me what to do so I'm have to let faith take over.