The seed that stayed buried

For long below the earth

All through the summer of life

I wondered when will I sprout

One morning

Bonnie came, sniffed, sneezed and went away.

Was that all ? Is that where my journey ended ?

Did I not go beyond this dust and dirt ?

Was that all ether meant to me ?

Till...

The cold breeze swam by

Mr.Cloud dropped in

He fell in love

with the dry, barren earth.

I love you so, he said,

I refuse to rain.

But you must, smiled the earth.

For when it rains,

I will be gone, and you will dry.

But what springs

Is what will live.

You are that rain,

I am that seed, I am that sapling.

I sprout, blossom and bloom.

You shower me with your love,

And all doubt ceases.

Pic - whoever said Atlas Shrugged ?

When the past comes banging on your face (rather your falling flat on ur face), and you wonder...is it going to be worth it all again ?

They're all the same anyway. You might not like it, but the apple tastes just the same everytime you bite it. You could take a bite from one, and not like it...throw it away, pick up another one an hour later...the taste is the same. Y bother ? If its all gonna be the same anyway, Y climb the tree, bruise yourself and eat it ? Just go buy one. Makes life simpler.. !

When you're just over one relationship, you look at someone elses' with the same paranoia that you should have had in the first place in your relationship that never worked out and never was meant to.

Some believe in the destiny theory...But at some point you want to give up, and just say, Is it going to be worth it all ? Coz the same story repeats itself again and again....Damn ! Do I even make sense ?

Pic - The Beach, 100 Feet Road, Bangalore

How we met ? On a holiday at the same place (let me just call it some sort of a resort). We were there for 10 days together. She was then in Mumbai, and I was still in UAE.

We kept in touch (Thank you Y!msgr) for almost 2 years. "Hey! I'll be getting back to Bangalore sometime this year" she said, "Oh! wonderful..I'm planning on shifting too".

One chat conversation, and 2 magical phone calls...and we ended up being Roomies! :) When people ask us how we met or ended up being housemates, I'm tempted to jest with them that we met over the Internet (that answer btw, usually elicits some very novel facial grimaces - I derive sadistic pleasure outta that ;) )

I thought I was crazy, Shez crazier...True Arien impulsiveness potrayed! hehe

Always there for me, shez disciplined me in so many ways, that when I look back, I feel its a blessing to be with someone like this in your life. Her friends are my friends now, and my friends are hers. Its a unique combination, more so because we tolerate each other so well. Of all the things in life, she tolerates my moods, which is a big thing in itself. Ofcourse, she has no other option! LOL. I've threatened her that I'll shift to another place, she hasnt dared me yet..so she doesnt know I never would hehehe. Her concept of life is infectious! She can uplift my spirits in just one conversation. The best thing about her is that shez a very genuine person. (cant miss the fact that she has sucha wonderful smile can we ?) hehe By far, in all my years out of home, she has to be my best Roomie ever! We have our own set of nicknames for each other.

Oh and have I mentioned ? Shez my personal GPS ! (I have terrible road sense LOL)

A good housemate is the best thing to happen to someone whoz single, and ready for life! Life would be so dull without you around babe! You Keep Rocking !! :)

Cheers !

Pic - Thats the backview of the Hospital I work at. NIMHANS, Bangalore. I took this pic this morning

I've been seeing the above view for the past 1.7 years ... I find it so amazing to find a complete leafless tree amidst so much greenery.

Reminds me of how single people live in this modern day life. Let me not generalize...I'm someone who can feel lonely even in a crowd. Most have told me its a taurean trait...

I think even if I'm with 10 people around me, If I cant relate to them, they're quite non-existantial....

Am I born Psycho or does this happen to others too ? LOL

Cheers!