Lyrics to My Hero by Foo Fighters:
Too alarming now to talk about
Take your pictures down and shake it out
Truth or consequence, say it aloud
Use that evidence, race it around

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He's ordinary

Don't the best of them bleed it out
While the rest of them peter out
Truth or consequence, say it aloud
Use that evidence, race it around

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He's ordinary

Kudos my hero leaving all the best
You know my hero, the one that's on

There goes my hero
Watch him as he goes
There goes my hero
He's ordinary

I heard this song earlier
and I kinda
fell in love with it for the day atleast lol.

life's been a bit crazy
but hopefully this holiday will shape things up.

Yes, Im being a bitch
and yes, it's color coded,
if you don't understand,
then maybe you shouldn't be reading it
Keep that in mind plz

1) I understand our money situation isn't the best in the world. I'm sorry that I'm gonna continue to need money. The only consolation I can give is that in a year, I'll be gone. not that it does much, since you'll probably come down to see me anyways >.>

2) I'm sorry you got set up into making 7 different costumes. and I'm sorry you have so much that takes time you don't really have I guess. I can't do anything to help you unless I know what you need help with. I need for you to get my car fixed AND pay for my graduation stuff AND give me the money for the chores i've been doing this week. I'm sorry but thats how it's going to play out.

3) Also, if I'm being forced to plan a fucking party, don't decide that you don't like my ideas, go behind my back and tell the teacher your ideas. If I'm planning it, you can live with it. Also, the fucking party is NOT a videogame tournament, please remember this because if it DOES turn into one. you will not want to see me. Another thing, if you're a CLUB LEADER, you're not asked to help out, its REQUIRED. there's 4 people to put together a party, thats it. if only 3 people are taking their time and money to do it, then the 4th person really has NO AUTHORITY at the party, and must remember this.

4) If you're going to ask me whats wrong, do NOT compare my life to yours. If you can one up me on everything, that fucking sucks now doesn't it. but its MY TIME to bitch, not yours! Wait your fucking turn damnit!

5) If you're going to be stupid and break the rules, then you need to accept the consequences. I mean, if you're doing something thats not only going to ruin your life, but someone elses. I think its time you stepped back and looked at what you're really doing and make sure its the right time and place to really do it.

6) Another one pointed at my home, I've thought about moving out more than you really know. I mean, I've almost actively looked for apartments or a roommate to move in with. Because I can't handle CONSTANTLY being blown up on. I have a job, I'm doing the chores that I can, and Im doing my homework. I'm allowed to have computer time to relax, not that I get much, Im so busy trying to plan my LIFE that I can't even live what I have now.

7) I'm so confused about you. I mean, I'd give the world for you, and I've been doing it. but you're so wrapped up in your feelings for your ex that I'm getting hurt and we're not even "together". wtf is up with that?

Here is the money that I owe you
So you can pay the bills
I will give you more
When I get paid again

I hate those people who love to tell you
Money is the root of all that kills
They have never been poor
They have never had the joy of a welfare christmas

I know we will never look back

You say you wake up crying
Yes and you dont know why
You get up and you go lay down
Inside my babys room

I guess Im doing ok
I moved in with the strangest guy
Can you believe he actually thinks
That Im really alive

I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
Yes I will

Yes, I know all about that other guy
The handsome man with athletic thighs
I know about all the times before
With that obsessive little rich boy

They might think you think youre happy
Yeah maybe for a minute or two
They cant make you laugh
No they cant make you feel the way that I do

I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
I will buy you a new life
Yes I will

I know we can never look back

Will you please let me stay the night
No one will ever know

I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life

I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life

I will buy you a new life
I will buy you a new life

Seth was singing it at my party
got stuck in my head.
In his voice lol.