Please forgive me if I jump around or ramble!

Let me start by saying that I would like to say that I am sorry that I have not been a good friend and kept in touch with most of yall, however i was truly unable to talk to anyone unless you came to see me. On September 26 early in the am Aaron found me laying in bed barely breathing not responding to anyone or anything. He called 911 and upon arrival CPR was started. I was in a coma and had he found me 15 min later i would have been brain dead and they would not have been able to save me. To spare you all the gory and gross details I had a infection in my Kidneys and my throat. I had been to the Army hospital on Belvoir several times but they never did anything that would have given them a clue as to what was about to happen to me. The last day I remember is the Sunday before i almost died. I went to the ER and they really didnt do anything at all. They did a urine dip and found blood in my urine but that was it no blood work, didnt order more labs on my urine nothing. Gave me antibotics anda few pain pills and sent me home. I had been feeling sick for almost a week at that time. Couldnt eat or drink and due to lack of oxygen to my brain I was falling and spilling everything I touched. My nose and mouth were filling up with blood. So when I was found and taken to the ER on that Wednesday I was told that the staff was just about the same staff that was there when I came in on the Sunday and they acted like they had no idea why or how I could be this way. They hooked me up to several machines and (now mind you all this info is from Aaron and the inpatient records) I was unresponsive. I had went into asystole and they had to intubate me. They had to use the machine that shocks your heart and i was given several medications to jump the heart. They got me back, found out that my blood work was going crazy and that i had internal bleeding, I was put on life support and still in a coma. I had to have 2 transfusions of blood at the hospital here and then they flew me to Walter Reed. I woke up i believe it was like a day and a half or 2 days later and let me tell you I cant remember a time being more scared then what i was when i came out of the coma. Tubes going and coming from everywhere not to mention i had 3 Ivs and was told they had tried to start a 4th in my neck but due to being dehydrated i blew the line or they couldnt get it. My Mother was the first person i saw and i started to cry. They said i tried to pull the tube out of my throat and got very angry that i couldnt talk so they had to give me something through the iv to calm me down so I would not cause more damage. To make a really long story short. I got out of the Hospital last Wednesday, spent 5  of those days in ICU. The seizure has caused hopefully temp. damage to my left side. I have lost the use of my left arm it was the whole arm but now it is from the elbow up which makes things very hard for me I have some damage in the upper left leg but not any that really stops me from getting around. I had internal bleeding which they were able to get stopped, I recieved all together 8 transfusions of blood. I am so thankful to those who donate blood I have a rare blood type and I know I would donate whenever I could So thank you to all of you who donate blood. My organs had started to shutdown  my kidneys are enlarged and I have something wrong with my pancreas. My lungs were aspirated therefore I ended up with double pneumona. I dropped all the way down to 125 pounds because i couldnt eat or drink for about a week.  I have to go back to Walter Reed tomorrow for follow up blood work and several test they have to run on my arm andI have to have a surgical procedure done to make sure I am healing well from the internal bleeding. I have to take a crap load of medicine 3 times a day most of it is vitamins because my blood work showed I was lacking alot when it came to my vitamins. My doctors want me to eat 6 times a day for right now whic is kinda hard because i am not use to eating like that. I am slowly getting back into the groove of things I know it is going to take some time.  Well LOL thats about everything, I dont have a problem talking about this at all and will answer any questions. I will tell you that while i was in acoma I had some weird dreams and if anyone believes in that sorta stuff or has had the same thing happen to them I would like to talk to ya about it.  So hopefully yall are not to mad at me and I will hear from ya soon.  Luv ya all!

Well good morning to all. Hope you had a better day yesterday than me. I had to deal with car troubles and alot of other trouble. Hopefully i get my car or a rental car today. Had to take my son into the ER last night because he had an Astham attack and because I am sharing a car with my Ex. He had the car and wouldnt answer his cell so I had to carry my son to the ER. that was scary.

To my friend that i might have offended, That last message was not to you and I am sorry if you took it that way. I think you know me better than that to put our business to the world. I thought there was more to us than that. (Special Friends) Nothing more, nothing less. So I am off to start anthor hectic day. Hope everyone else has a better day than the one I have planned.