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Silence Must Be Heard...

Silence Must Be Heard...: This is without a doubt one of the nicest good luck forwards I have received. There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious.

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.

FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye..

SIX.. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name c alling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say 'God bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY-ONE. Dont hate him/her whatever he/she did bad with you who you loved once.

TWENTY-TWO. Spend some time alone.

I dont think all of u know me whoever reading this.... Thats why you may not know m i just writting these or m i really following/ followed ever. But the only person knows me very well who loved me And teaches me how to love. Its for her, She knows each & everything of me. So, im leaving on her to judge and find out which one i wasnt following.....

Sunday November 30, 2008 - 09:07am (SGT) Permanent Link | 1 Comment
Take Me To Your Heart...: Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing

Wednesday October 8, 2008 - 07:31am (SGT) Permanent Link | 1 Comment
The Second Letter To my Dear...: The Second Letter...

Aamar dear, hope you are fine.. I always hope you’ll be fine…

But the truth I know, you are not mentally fine.. Always thinking of me. Always sad.

You can ask me why? Why should you not be fine?? Right?

Answer is, I love you and you also love me. And in our love both of our love is true & honest & unforgettable. . Now think, same love, same feelings, same everything. And because of these love, feelings I can’t forget you, I can’t feel good, I cant eat properly, when I eat I feel the way became narrow and something is stopping the food to go in its very had to put it in. when I force to put it in, tear come out from eyes…, I cant sleeping.. . I cant spending my normal life what I decided to continue few weeks or month ago.. even Im forcing myself, I cant remember what I m doing?? Sometimes it happening I cant remember after 1 min even what I said.. these all the things happening with me.

These are the way, im suffering… Then why shouldnt i say u r also suffering?

“”r u crazy?y dnt u trust me?i never go out wif so many guys n never forget to miss u.we both fall in love not only u.u r my only stupid dear!””

U sent me this SMS, isnt it? It shows that its not only my love, its both of our love. You never forget me even you were with so many people, so many friends. This shows how much you love me.

Where I am suffering like this only because of this love & feelings, You also must be suffering because your love also true & honest. Now you may not suffering that much how much I am suffering that’s because of you have someone to passing your time.

Dear, you cant say you love that new guy, Do you think its love? Be honest dear… You are using this guy to forget me. Feelings not that easy. Dear, do you remember, this time when I was in my country this april, you sent me this SMS.

“””Love s not only physical.love s from heart.we should think 4 other feeling.if u really love me, u ll know what should u do 4 me.i dnt need any luxury thing,I just need sone who really care 4 me even he s staying so far away.and do not change his love even time has past.. is it to difficult 4 u dear?”””

Its not difficult dear… My answer was, I don’t love you only for physical, its coming from heart. Dear, its not difficult , its I want to love you. You asked me that is it difficult for me to love you or not, isn’t it?? But dear, you know my answer that its nothing difficult, even I want it, not only want, its coming from my heart. Did you see dear, you need the care & love also. You don’t want any other things… even when you are far away from me, still I had that care for you. When I was far away from you, you also had same care for me… Its for each other. And “”do not change his love even time has past “” Dear, my love havnt change for you even the time pass. Now you think, who can tell me this thing how can her love change?? Its impossible dear.. I know still you love me same like before. Your love cant be change.

Dear, I know how valuable you are to me. I can’t go back to my normal life without you. You became a part of my life. How to change back I don’t know the way. The value I am giving you, please try to understand, no body can give you the same value. I know I have disappointed you few times. But dear, now I am totally changed to that manon who will never disappoint you, I am now that manon which manon you want.

“””Who said?i miss u every moment. i m counting everyday to come back?just i dnt know what to sms u.everything bcome speechless...i want to hear ur voice...love u”””

See dear, how much you love me?? Whenever I sent you SMS that why you are not sending me SMS, then you would say like this. Even you become speechless because of your love. Sometimes you also don’t know what to SMS me.. please same way please forgive me for those 2 days which 2 days I couldn’t send you SMS when you were in Vietnam. Dear, when you don’t SMS me, I really worried, then when I didn’t SMS, you must be worried. But dear, you must understand the situation also. Please dear, I was in trouble And I had no time because of those 2 days I was working 12 hours a day. Please dear, forgive me. I never took as its your wrong whenever you didn’t send me SMS. Cant you forgive me even I am agreed that it was my fault??

“””ok sure.i promise i ll not stay outside till late at nite.i have bought some new underwears which r net type,very soft n nice to touch...for my dear only!”””

Be honest to speak to you dear.. no need to tell me. All the time when I heard that you are not at home late night. How I was telling you not to stay outside?? Why? I was worried. Very worried for you. Then you see, you always buy those nice underware for your dear.

This time (July,2008) also you bought for your dear, and the day u bought u also sent me SMS, isnt it??? Be honest dear.. Honest to yourself, when you bought this time, didn’t you remember me?? When you bought you were thinking about me.. I am sure, you were thinking and finding nicer one which I’ll like.. And that time you also sent me msg, isn’t it?? Then what I replied?? I replied 4 SMS, I was telling you not to wear all, right?? Then you also said, you’ll keep for me u wont wear before u come back. Please dear, you also had feelings when you were in Vietnam. And also the time you bought those underware.

‘’’’stupid capsicum,today i had dinner wif my cousin sister n her bf.we watched their engagement dvd together,remember?during the dinner time my sis bf take care 4 her always,give her food n joke wif her.those thing make me miss u so much.if u were her,u could take care n make me happy as my sis bf do 4 her’’’’

Dear, I really want to take care of you.. i dont need to explain how i always care u.. U know. And not less than them. You must understand it’s more than them or less than them?? Please dear, let me care you more & more… Love you very much.

“”” Happy to c that u miss me.i also miss u so much.sometime i my heart feel very empty coz u r not wif me.but y dnt u call me? u dnt want to hear my voice?”””

Dear, whenever I am not with you, you always feel your heart is empty… don’t you think my heart also very empty whenever you are not with me?? Please dear, don’t suffer by yourself, be honest with your heart.. And also don’t let me suffer anymore… Love you.

Dear, all your way, you also need me, not only I need you.. all the time u need my care… “””Miss u so much..wanna hug u n sleep..those tired day in a months,if i can stay wif u,u ll take care of me.ur love ll make me feel better.”””

Those days’ means on your period time, you really become so tired & painful, right?? I need you to care you… touch you like how you want to feel better.

Dear, I apologize to you for all my faults. Please forgive me. Please don’t become rude anymore.. You have given enough punishment already dear. Don’t do more. Don’t you think you are doing too much dear?? How much is my faults, isn’t too much punishment??

Dear, how was our commitment to each other to keep this relation alive?? Both of we are very serious about the relation. You were always telling me, as because of we are from different culture, we have to solve all the problems. So many things will come between our relation. But we must tackle all. We both will do together. Now if you have any kind of problem like that, I know you only cant solve that why you may avoiding me but dear, come to me, we both together can solve. We both together can find the solution. If we are together with our honest love, God will show us the way to go ahead.

Think dear, so many difficult time came between us , but we never give up. U sent me this SMS :

“”””We used to pass to the most difficult time together. Even the worst situation as u may go back to b'ladesh. But we never give up. I really serious 4 this relationship...u know my love 4 u... Sometime i did st wrong it may make u angry . It may coz i much younger than u so i may not understand ur feeling””””

Dear, I am also very serious for this relation. How I am trying to make up even you block all the ways to contact with you. Still I am trying to do something. I KNOW YOUR LOVE FOR ME. Last time when we try to break up, you sent me this SMS. Last 2 lines were like asking forgiveness to me, isn’t it?? Even you don’t had to say directly. But I took only this very highly. I don’t try to do anything to let you down dear. And now how I am asking forgivness, cant you forgive me?? Please take it dear as simple as you said, you are younger, you don’t understand sometimes something. Come back to me, I’ll never ask you anything. I’ll forget all are the things happened between these days.

Dear, Our commitment was to keep this relation, Even one of us leave another. Another will try to make it again until it not make up. No one will give up. No one will leave the hope. Dear, I know something is forcing you to leave me.. I know its not your heart because who can give commitments like this, her heart cant be change to stone heart.

Dear, was it this our commitment that if one fall in trouble, another will not give support & stay with ?? I am on trouble & I am trying my best to recover, will you leave me on this situation?? I think you know a proverb that, If the elephant fall on the hole, even mosquito kick the elephant.. I am on trouble, you cant kick me like this dear. You love me. I love you. You never fall in trouble like me I know.. But do you think whatever trouble you faced, small or smaller even a bit… Do I left you?? Please dear don’t leave me alone on this time. I really need to make my career now. And I want to do it for you. Please help me, please dear.. please….

The time I am passing through its really my hardest time.. you know how I was passing, right?

All the time I didn’t eat without knowing you ate or not. You also didn’t eat if I didn’t eat.. it is our understanding dear.. I need this help. I can do, when I’ll see, my dear is beside me, I need to arrange food for my dear.. then I can arrange for you & also for me.. we both will be beside to each other.. you love me, I love you.. we’ll make everything.

I am keeping your everything with the same respect, your tooth brush is in the same place, I cant changing my bed sheet because it have your touch & still stick your liquid last time you throw. All of your everything are with same respect.

I gave you back some of your things. I was hoping when you’ll get, you may cant control, you’ll come back.. even I didn’t take those few chocolate ( the sea shell) without you because we opened together, and we were choosing to take together, right? I cant take & eat easily without you.

Dear, all the night you stayed with me, all the time we made love, did you feel I am making love only for myself? Did I care your feelings or not? Wasn’t I doing as you wanted? Even whenever I wanted to finish, I kept that for you whenever you told me not now. Its OUR love dear. If I would finish whenever I wanted it means I am not doing with my heart, I am doing for my pleasure. I became tired then you did, I kept until you satisfied. Yeah, sometimes I couldn’t fulfill your demand but how many days? Dear, just for those few days , you cant leave me dear… those were really bad but I always tried my best to do to make you happy… And whenever you wanted to use condom, I used … I never think for my pleasure that if I don’t use, I’ll feel better.. I gave priority to your safety. You told me, you’ll count all the condom after you come back to see, I used those or not, right?? Dear,, all are there, in same place… you can count.. whenever you were not here, I never think about sex even..

Do you remember, after you go back.. on 26^th june night when you called me, you were asking me how is your friend, right?? I said, nothing.. then you said, how come?? How can your friend stay like this 3 days?? Actually dear, I was too much busy & on trouble & on tension , how can I feel to do??

Dear, your heart is very huge, my heart is nothing. Still I hope each & every moment that you’ll come back. I know, your heart is very better than me, even honest than me. I know you got hurt a lot from me. I am really very very hurted after giving you hurt. I blame myself for everything. My love, my trust cant make me to see you bad way even 0.1%.. I always see your good things, I cant remember all your bad things.. I cant see your angry & rude face without your loving face for me. Please dear, for this time cant you forgive & forget my bad things?? Think about my good things, does those good things let you leave me?? Does my love let you leave me?? Does my care let you leave me??

Dear, those all the night, you came back home lately, I always went to hostel to bring you back… how did you feel?? Sometimes we had quarrel, still I didn’t keep angry to say I don’t want to come… Please dear, all the feeling for you to make you happy. Not to see you sad…
I am already in your heart, you don’t have to take me again. Its just come back to me. Honestly dear, listen the song now, ‘Take me to your heart” then see, when the song is playing what do you feel?? I am sure, you must feel me, you must see me in front of me.. My love already painted in your heart… and how you painted your love inside me, I cant erase it dear.

Its u said :

We sing the same song of love, we love with a passion that’s deep, I know your is the one true love that I’ll always want to keep…

Dear, all those all feelings I am talking about.. all… not only this songs one..

All are mentioned in this letter, does all my lie?? Not true?? The all SMS i gave you last day.. does all fake?? Does our commitments are not true?? If real, you cant leave me like this dear….

Please dear, if you have any barrier or difficulty to come back to me… discuss with me. I come to foyer?? Discuss with me... We’ll find the solution together.

Please dear, try to understand. Don’t do like, ‘everything are right but the decision is my’.. all the feelings & commitments & all the things I mentioned in the letter and also in the previous one.. all are true and you understand but don’t just say u took the decision already.. please show some value of me.. I am not even a bit angry on you.. please read all neutrally.. you’ll realize…

Please come dear.. Don’t kill me slowly slowly & softly.

You can love the heart that hate you but you don’t hate the heart that loves you because for the world you might be someone but for someone you might be the world…

Aamar dear, Aamar Hien, Hien dien, Stupid hien, Throw hien, Fatty hien, Ugly Hien, Pretty Hien. --- is my world.

Come back to your dear, dear Manon, Stupid Manon, your Capsicum, your teddy, your macsicum. How you were expressing your love….

Wednesday September 17, 2008 - 03:15pm (SGT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
Email To My Hien... 06: Email To My HIEN... 06

Dear, as a human, i also have value.. im not animal.. But can u recognize this that how u r treating me?? Does this ur religion say like this?? does your family taught you like this??

I know, its NOT.. Still you are doing this to showing rude to me, right?? but dear, these all are meaningless... i wont be change... Even if u do the worlds worst things to me still my love will not be change... i know, how strong is my love, how strong is your feelings for me.. Still sometimes you cry... dont hide dear.. no need to tell me but be honest to yourself... All the time whenever u met me even after break up, everytime i saw u to cry... dear, please dont do like this anymore..

Dear, after read my both letter, you must thinking to come back, isnt it?? because i dont have any faults that you must leave me... i have shown my love havnt reduced... and what you shown the reason, my study. 6 months before when eveything were alright about my study, that time still you had plan to be with me until end of the life... If i wouldnt drop semester even, i would finish everything 6 months before, right?? that means, if i continue now.. it will take 3 years and if i wouldnt drop, it would take 2 and half year... thats just 6 months.. its not a major problem...

as you told me, i cant see any more problem for our relation...

Dear, i have given you enough freedom, isnt it?? whenever you wanted to go with your any friends anywhere.. or chat.. i never stopped you.. sometimes i said somethings but i let you go.. but why i said something?? because of jealous... isnt it?? but i never took your freedom because i trusted you as same like my soul.. these all respects for you came from your love.. please dear dont let it go down more & more... im begging you but please dont let me down more... i never let you down like this..

Dear, whenever you were in trouble, or whenever u had any kind of even small problem... i was always beside you.. i have done whatever was possible for me... Now im on a big trouble..

i decided to start to study well... i have lost 6 months already.. and when i became good in study, u left me.. so many troubles.. Dear, i never left u on your any kind of trouble time.. PLEASE dont be rude to leave me.. come back dear.. i can do all if you are beside me...

Please dear, please... Please... you comitted to me that you'll never leave me.. now? why r u breaking this?? Please dont do it.. dont kill me slowly & softly.. dont do like heartless... tell me whats the problems, we'll solve together... My health became very weak.. i dont know, how can i survive.. Please dear, save your capsicum.

begging you..

Sunday September 14, 2008 - 11:02am (SGT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments
Email To My Hien... 05: Email To My HIEN... 05

Dear, Love is to me, to feel a feelings which is a believe inside ownself its not explainable, its just to believe as we believe on GOD, its just to feel as we feel there have GOD. we cant see our GOD, we cant speak to our GOD, but we believe & feel we have GOD, we believe our GOD is almighty.. The way we believe & feel, its the same way to believe on love. Dear, u know my heart, right? do u think after believe love like this, do u think now everything im doing to get u for any reason? i mean any kind of reason as greedy or anything?? Dear, dont give low value of our love... Both of we loved each other from heart, from the inside feelings... And we loved with honesty... Did u ever found anything on me that i did anything with any girl what can make u to think even im not honest?? I know, u never did anything like this.. i know dear.. i trusted u.. still trust u that much.. even now became more & more.. the time u went out with ur friend farid, the indonesian friend.. u told me then i feel something but when u asked again, i couldnt say no to u... even i didnt get angry on u bcoz i have enough trust on u.. U also trusted me,.. i m not saying only i did... Both of us r trustful to each other enough.. How many couple have this type of trust?? dear, the love grown inside me, its really taking my heart each & every moment a bit by a bit... thats why it filled with u already.. it i would love u suddenly, at once.. i could forget u , i could remove, i wouldnt hurt... it wouldnt hurt this much, A lot dear.......... a lot hurt inside me to stay without u. Ur heart became a part of my heart already...

"can we just throw other things away, stop quarrel, no more argue n stay together happily?we r a part of other life..nothing can b more important than our love.."

we r piece of heart of our Father mother, they feels us that why, we also feels them... But after father mother once in a life we can give heart to someone, right?? And how the way u slept with me always, u told me, this the way u hugged ur father, now u grown up, u cant sleep like this with ur father... then u loved me & start to hugging me like this... Please dear, dont destroy this great LOVE.. From my side, it will never be destroyed.. I kept remember ur commitment.. I give that much honour to ur comittment how much do i need to give... Please dear, we can argue this & that.. so many things.. u can find my so many faults and show to me.. but OUR LOVE ?? Does anything more important than our love?? yeah, the life need security, only love cant let us live.. Thats also im giving u surity that i'll make it.. somehow.. Almighty God gave us gift , OUR LOVE... keep trust on GOD, God will show us all the way... And im trying my best to manage everything.. I promise dear, i'll not let u down.. with the respect & enough honour, u'll be my wife.. my life ...

Tuesday September 9, 2008 - 09:46am (SGT) Permanent Link | 1 Comment