What a nightmare things are going through lately... I've been in the hospital for ANOTHER infection because my anemia is kicking my ass but I think things are better now... I feel tons better and I'm ready to get back to my life. lol I'm still losing tons and tons of weight... I think I'm under 350 now... I haven't officially weighed but clothes that never fit are fitting now and my legs and arms have gotten so my thinner... I can feel much more energetic and active.

Recently a very close friend of mine, one of my best IRL friends, Marlene, had her baby... and I was aunt to her daughter already but now I'm aunt to her new son, Marius! he is just the most beautiful little thing I've ever seen. I bought her a stroller and a car seat and a ton of new baby clothes and toys because I want to make sure he has everything he needs. She is like my family and as far as I'm concerned, he really is my nephew and will take care of him like my own family. I've never had anyone really love me IRL like Marlie has. She and Brandy have taken such good care of me over time and I can't say how wonderful it all has been.

Her daughter TT... and sweet Marius.

Marlene putting her new stroller together.

Gorgeous little gothling in my hat lol She loves me to death.

We've also acquired some new pets lol my nan bought us some ducks, so we have something to occupy our pond. And it's been so neat having them here because it's been quite a few years since we've had ducks....not since I was in school.

I took some photos of the ones we got then my nan got a few baby ducks... so we have some tiny yellow ones as well.

I'm getting excited cos it's getting closer to my birthday and getting closer to time for me and Marlie to go see Wayne Hussey. I've been dying to see Wayne Hussey live since I was like 10 or 11 years old... being the trad old school goth that I am. We're both so damn excited and now that Dark Knight is out and you all know what a Batman fanatic I am, (I am OBSESSED)... I've been waiting for over a year for this and now that things are better with my infection, I'm itching to go.

I got my tongue pierced about a month and a half ago, shortly after my past blog entry I've just not been feeling better well and somewhat anti-social for a bit so I never came to blog about it but it's the last piercing I've been dying to have, I have a few more planned but this was one of the major ones for me and my friend Pete did it for me, he gave me a gorgeous blue UV barbell when he pierced it for me and I bought myself some how jewelry to change it later. lol I can hardly wait to change it. Here's some recent pics of me.. as if you haven't seen enough pics already, but here goes...

lmfao. no idea. Shameless product endorsement. I can be such a knob, but I love that shirt.

I am so incredibly fucking bored right now.

it's four twenty. go figure.

I should be in bed, I have a birthday party to go to tomorrow night...well technically tonight I guess... kldsjlasdjs. lol

I have absolutely nothing to say at all. Except... I'm officially a 3x.

Aren't you proud of me? This shit is dropping off fast. lol

I have a beautiful celtic tiara coming in the mail real soon... I treated myself.

I'll be sure to take photos.

hmm... I'm totally useless right now.

so have a photo of my sweet Irish and I.

I look completely fat but I swear that's just the angle. lol and the fact I was rather drunk.

My favourite pregnant girls! Marlene & Chelle.

My Ron, who is the coolest bitch ever.

and Chelle with me again. (Freshly dyed hair too.)

So I went out and danced my motherfuckin' ass off last night... and my legs hurt so bad right now, but omg was it worth it. And I also got gayboy kisses, which made it even better. lol

Thought I'd just pop in on you guys, and leave you with a photo of the new me so-far-so-good. lol Looking quite svelt in my corset. ;)

Love you guys, you bitches rule! :D

Wow, the last few months have been fucking amazing except for one little thing.

I've had a small set back in my illness but it's improving once again, I'm still losing weight and I've managed to kickstart my social life again. lol I've been going out several times a week, getting out with old friends and making new buddies all over the place. I've not been happier in a fucking age. I really haven't. I really feel like a human being again.

I recently got two new piercings, will be getting at least two more within the next month or so. Getting another tat for my birthday, maybe two. Got lots of new clothes. I can't wait to drop all this weight and be fighting me some men and women off! LOL

I also somehow have recently acquired myself a stalker who wants me to be his girlfriend, and he doesn't even know me. WTF? Whatever! lol

My birthday is sneaking up, and I've never actually been more excited to have a birthday in years. I might actually have some sort of party this year, it will be the shit, I tell you that. Wednesday 13 and Otep will be here right before my birthday and perhaps I'll figure out a way to go to both, I'm definitely going to see Wednesday 13. fucking awesome! WOOT.

I thought I'd share some pics of my recent escapades with you guys, just for the hell of it. We're fucking looney, but we have fun being nutters. Haha.