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My Name is Juls and im in my mid 30s and have 6 kids and im engaged to b married, JULY 1 2006.
- Entry for May 31, 2007
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We r in our new home on douglas island! there are pics under the photo album.
JThursday May 31, 2007 - 10:56am (PDT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments - Entry for April 18, 2007
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Well we made it. We moved to Juneau. Its so beautiful here. Ive been busy going everywhere I can and seeing this incredible place. Our house will b ready on the 30th of May. Its a beautiful lil 3 bedroom,2 ba with a deck and garage. <sighs> We've come so far.
Zach will join us Saturday, then P, Parker and I go back to Anchorage for a week. I'm going for job training. P is getting an award from his company. We get to stay at the Hilton hotel, it will be a mini vacation.
Ill update upon return
Wednesday April 18, 2007 - 07:52pm (PDT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments - Entry for March 15, 2007
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Hello
Haven't written in here in along time. Getting ready for the move. Cant wait to move out of Anchorage.
Kids r doing Great. Zach made honor roll again, Molli got all Os on her report card, and Parker has gained enough weight that the pediatrician said he can go off the bottle, funny thing is, he was giving it up on his own anyhow.
Patrics promotion will pull us out of any debt we've occurred and give us a nice new house to live in. Anchorage has gone so far downhill, i want out before one of my kids gets shot at school.
Keep in touch
JThursday March 15, 2007 - 10:42am (PDT) Permanent Link | 0 Comments - Entry for January 13, 2007
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we just spent the night together, it was amazing.
miss u more than my soul can bare.
I don't know what it is about you.
But without u i am half a being. when u r gone i am sad and lonely.
after all this time u still complete me like no other.
i just spent the night with you, yet i feel as if i want to adsorb u.
why is that ?
i feel as if u r a part of my soul.
i have never felt this strong or this much for any one else. ever.
I want u to come home now, even though I understand u cant. but without u i am incomplete.
i am not me until u return to me. u r the reason i am who i am, the reason i breathe............ the reason to wake every day........U r everything.
I never knew love real love until i met u, until i loved u. until u showed me real love.
whomever said familiarity breeds contempt was never in love.
Patric I Love you.
your wife,
Julia
Saturday January 13, 2007 - 03:18am (PST) Permanent Link | 0 Comments - Entry for November 30, 2006
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Well hes gone.
The man who has haunted my dreams, and tried to destroy me and my brothers and sister has died, There is a God after all. Im not sure how i really feel.
Do i mourn him?
Do i celebrate his death?
have i really forgiven him if i feel happy at the thought of his death?
I dont know. he terrorized, tortured, beat, rape and mentally abused 5 children for 15 years. His death is a passing of my fear. I can live without looking over my shoulder i can let go of my kids, that i hold onto so tightly for fear of him getting a hold of them.
I can let go.
Finally.
Goodbye Tamas.
I hope u find salvation and peace in death.
And forgivness.
Thursday November 30, 2006 - 08:40pm (PST) Permanent Link | 0 Comments