Just my way of giving the world a little piece of my mind.But I have to be careful, There might not be much left.
My girlfriend and made up yesterday. We spent the past 2 days in Rhode Island. Rented a motel room on the beach in Charlston. We walked the beaches, Hiked a wildlife reserve and as we headed back to Connecticut we were on the highway and spotted a fallen down house on a mountain up in the forrest. Being the explorers we are we found the nearest exit and followed an old road along the highway. The road soo turned to a dirt road and after a few more miles it turned into a path. we drove another bumpy mile or so then hiked the rest of the way up the mountain. It took quite some doing but we found the abandoned house. The main floor of the house was gone as the roof had landed just covering the cellar. We weaved our way through the rafters and climbed into the cellar. It was very cool. some old cupboards shelving, old bottles, Some old lamp parts in good condition, a porcelien sign and some other odds and ends. We carried out some of the smaller stuff in a feed sack we found but we are going back next week with our metal detectors to search the yard and follow some of the stone walls looking for relics
It would be nice to meet another girl who is at the same place in life as I am that isn't looking for sex. Just comfortable being out as herself and enjoying life. Someone that's not necesarily 100% passable but beyond caring what others think. A sister, A best friend. Someone to go shopping with. Help each other with makeup. Go out to lunch with. An occasional trip to Triangles. Someone that's not a couch potatoe. Someone that dosn't do drugs or abuse alchahol. Someone that dosn't mind that I smoke ciggs. Are my standards set too high? Is this girl even out there? Am I the only girl at this exit on our journey down this highway we call life?
Well, I broke up with my GG girlfriend this morning. She's not taking it too well, She called me no less than 10 times so far today. I just don't see a future with her, She's a great person. We've been seeing each other for about 8 months. She just has too many issues in her past that she has to deal with before any relationship can go forward.
It's a shame because I do love her and she was cool with me being Kay. She knew before we started dating. I wont date anyone without them knowing about Kay upfront.