Happy 2009 Year

Smile & Happy must be & try to be

1) 2009 head work line .

2) About last 2008 (:-( .

3)wishes for 2009 apprecaite your commants (:-) >

First) 2009 head line :

1) To me & to all my friends Smile & be happy , bigining with danceing to let life also dance & Smile with you & ask God for that too .

2) Make a new biggining if you are not happy or not got good from past , dont look forward past & try to bigean new life even new job to not see your lovley past between your eyes & not get , you will feel bad if you do that , important not looking forword them or tinkinking that they are better than your place .

Think only that :

New job = New life = new smile chance 9:-)

3) Very imoprtant to look for goverment jobs , it is better & safe (more safe) even it is less salary (little less) & if you can get a goverment job that still always in it not terminal that will be a very good step .

4)Dont looking forword people havent any thing than words & not do all thier best to help you , but they was the reson that you decide to change your job & kill you when they do that with you , and not trust you enough to give you sutable grate as they told you first , not that only they put new people as managers in your job and give you another kind because some people thier working with you want that , and you want to rutrn why mabye they will do that with you another time take care ?!..

5) Now I ask God to give you your another part & to give me my another half part because i need so need to find him, to find my husbant & hope he willl be lovley one to my sprit , now you have your last chance to marry & have & get husbant & kids & family < ihope that so much to my self and to whom want & need , i hope that will happen this year and ask Allah that , hope he will be good and as i like & want & need , and hope he will come soon , and hope Allah willl lead me to the stright road in this , when ever i dont know whom till now ; but i hope he is as i like & want & need & will come & ask me to marrie him & as i like & agree hope he is this time to agree from all my heart & mind and i shall go after that happen bezen Allah & visit AlSayda Roqaya Wa AlNabi Yahya Kman & thank Allah there & read Alfateha for be happy always in my marry with the man hope that i will agree him to be my husbant from my heart and hope that my choice will be good and hope that will happen this year & soon , i& coming soon and as i want & know him & agree about him & and be true in my opinon about him too Ya Rab Ya Rab .

6) Friend ship must be from both sides & also love , for that when i see that a person who is know me & can help me but he didnt do , that mean friendship must stop & forget , because i was so good & give theme many chance to keep my friendship , i send many new years cards , many birthday cards on the date , many eids cards & they never remaber my birthday or say Happy New Year to, and he can help me i give him choices to help to not bother him , in many ways , and i can not agree that he can help me but he dont want & i must keep him as friend ship life , if he dont want me in his company becxause i left , he can help me to get a sutable goverment job , or to see me and say sorry i can or i cant but you are a friend for exampel ... , i worked well very well and instedto get a sutable place as my work and as my BU i am now without any thing (:-(?!

hE AGREE TO MET ME BUT NOT GIVE A TIME , WHATS THAT & HOW I CAN READ THAT . For that sorry dear i have to go tand try to find sutabile point , yes my dear i know you from seven years ago , you are good man , good busneiss mind , good manir and for that i like , but you was very strong with me , some times & some of the other was so fighting as they are in war with me and i dont know why ?!.For that all i have to go , to find another road , to not break my self much than now on your beach , and because if i still i afraid to still have nothing , now iam 34 but have nothing :

No work even i spent more than 14 years in work , no husbant till now because no boday can enter heart & mind after seeing you , because really you are as i like , as i want , as i need a man not any thing eals . , no Syrian nathionalty till now even i born and life 34 yers on this land and mymoher is Syrian , but me no , & no i jhavent your friendshipbecause you didnt want as i thing , you want me to still as i am ? sorry i cant because hi need re hi , sorry i have to find real road & try to get a real chance to seemy mmon man , my love . i hope , and for that i try to build onother one , for that farhat i try to built a real friendship with you , first you was a bright man with bright mind and bright eyes as him , and sam city or very near , and i liked that too because i fell you are same , i like your unterest about me , your care , your help , your love eyes when you look to me , for that i try to get you as a frined ship good friendship to know you , i try to visit you in work even one time f in a month , and call you one time to say hi in aweek , but my surprise that you change , and become not care , or one time yes & one time no ?!. , become no need for my frind ship that you asked for and not care for my angrey & not want to visit me , i try to sole & to be quite , but , when i saw you looking to another girl infront me and let me see your interst about her & your looking & not care that iam here you put the last stepin or friendship for that sorry i have to go and not care if you will be care or not , because you are not man reall man if you notcare not real human tooif younot care and tat is your problem not mine , but anyway thanks that you try to help me in work but give me a nigh in love ?!.

I like Syria so much and i like Syrian goverment too , , iam a girl whom burn on syra land for a Syrian mother & life all my life in Syria till become 35 & cant get Syrian nationalty till now ???!!!.Another girl whom is forein & not know Syria or life or speak Arabic because she married Syrian man she got the nationalty after 04 years and me whom is must be Syrian not get why ? iam not Palstine but another Arabic nationalty same father nationalty butt not life there , and dont like to life there too , and not like there idea in speak about people , not like them these days because some of them change forword Syria , whaen iasked they said to me marry Syrian man and after 04 year you can get , only man can give , only man can life in Arab countries not only Syria < what this ? as i am not a human , as iam cant life without man , and what to do if i cant find till no my another half , this is a biog problem need to solve and find , and i dont know if ishall find , and i cant lie or maried whom is not sutable or hom i not like , , look only man can be happy in Arab countres , they say that they are good and very good to Arab Oma that they are same and one and when ask them for goverment work stop and silence why ?!!!!. i dont ask you to be minstry ??!!1 why to afried you must look to me that i am Syrian and it is fals if you thing in other way and also because Arab is one & same Oma if they life for a very long time in your land why to nort work in goverment job , why to not be SDyrian , because Palstaine must return to there land , ok but what about others , we are not Palstaine and the nation not and cant solve Palsrine prioblem ??!!!

I want to marri A Man real Man whom i shall like both heart & educaition and work and cant get hom he is coming because hios mother lead him and cant dicide this important choice by him self , i need to deal with my husbant as mind to mind & as heart to heart , as person to another and cant deal with whom he want to put her on the ground and stand on and that i cant let fot that i choice to cut & , iam a beatifull girl with good health & mainer & education but cant get any thing from life why , and who can help , and who must help peace sound asking for peace life without war without doing any thing bad can youhear me & help if you hear mysound & these words you will feel me on your heart but how youcan know my words & how i can tell you my problem & ask you to solve presdent Bashar