Hey all...

Like I told yall b4 my boss is being really tough about me getting on yahoo so I am really sorry about all the inconsistancy of being online and posting. How are you all? I have miss you my friends so much. It has been a real shocker to see that things are spacing the way that they are. I mean really... I have gotten good and bad news. Its sad that a person can't even keep a job that they love more then 6 mnths. My boss dropped a bomb shell on the house the other day. He told us that at the end of the month he was gonna be submitting a letter of voluntary closal to the home... wat kinda fricked up stuffing is that??? I mean... I understand why he is doing it but it don't make it any easier on those of us who would like to keep our jobs.

I have met someone very special to me... she is an amazing person  and she makes me the happiest person alive when she is near. She(and I)  really love the times that we have togeather, espicially with it being so limited, and the closeness we have to each other. We are talking about getting a place of our own. I  will let us be able to spend the time togeather that we both needed w/ each other. I am really looking forward to that. It will be great because I know it will make her really happy and will continue to bring a smile to her face. She really loves the way I treat her. I mean for once in her life she is feeling super special and looking forward to a great new life with someone she loves.

What is amazing to me is the way in which we can talk about anything. We have talked about natural things and we have even dreamed of a life togeather. I will be keeping you updated on that. She is really amazing though. She is always good to me and treats me almost like a king. She see's me for who I am and I see her exactly the same way. We really do love each other and do hold each other in the highest reguard possible. I love the way she always manages to get me blushed and happy to be with her. Its great the love and adoration that we share for one another. 

I mean I talk like this about her even to her face and she loves it. She loves being pampered and loved. She loves the way I treat her like a person, and not like another thing to be manipulated. I look at her and she just blows my mind. She amazes me how much love and concern she has to give a man. I can't believe her ex-boyfriend cheated on her... I don't know how he ever could. Its really a shame. I feel for her because it seems like all the guys she's been with up till now has done that to her. They think they have her solidly in their grasp and then they start messing around... I really don't see how anyone could be that nuts. What more do these boys need??? I mean my girlfriend is great. She's an awsome person and she loves the attention I give. She loves being near me and having me love her. I think she may be the one I have been looking for and unable to find. OMG she is beautiful. She very easily could be a supermodel if she wanted to be. I mean it can't get no more beatiful then that. WOW I mean really. The thing that just blows my mind is she is just as beautiful a person on the inside. She doesn't gripe or complain too much and she is just clingy enough to where its not too much. She has an amazing mind and a great personality. I look forward to seeing her because she will always have something good to say and she always tries to keep the man in her life happy. She also has a sense of morality about her. She knows that beyond anything else saving herself is VERY important. This is important to me as well so I view this as a match made in heaven for us.

Sorry to have rambled on her tho... I will let you go for now.
TTYL,
TOMMY

Hello all... Its been a long time... and I have much to tell...

How have u all been? I have been good but I haven't been up to posting much...

Well lets Get started shall we?:

Since I last posted I have had a lot of things go wrong and go right LOL... I am  working now and am engaged to be married soon... she is awsome and is the love of my life... What would I ever do if I lost her? I mean really... Gail is amazing... she is everything I have everlooked for in a mate... she is sweet loving and just great to be around. I now have 5 kids LOL. HOW GREAT IS THAT? I mean really... its amazing... I can't believe my blessings. Just like me Gail wants a big family... Like five isn't a huge # already LOL... but I am glad... she wants it she can have it... I aint gonna complain...

on a sadder note tho... I am going thru turmoil with several of my spiritual kids... they are driving me batty... HELP...

One is going thru a crisis and the other is just confusing me... I am having trouble telling whether they are lying to me, playing me, or what... I know I love all my kids like that whether they are my own or not... I miss them so much and think about them all the time...

This has all happened since I got thrown outta my grans and the place where i was staying after that... I mean Its bad enough to be out on the streets but to bbe so convinced you had a place to stay and then get put out and have to move in with your dad... thats AWFUL... I mean really it sucks. I am trying to behave myself so that I don't get kicked outta here b/c I have NO ONE ELSE to turn to. I am trying to be a good boy and do what i know is best for My dad and I... If My Gran Ever see's this BTW... I am sorry that I hurt you but I Don't take any respondsibility for something I didn't do and It does hurt what your saying becase YOU know it isn't true... I love u so much Gran... maybe one day we will work things out... I doubt it tho.

I am working full time as a personal care attendant for a company in the town where my dad lives... what joy LOL... but hey its better then no job. I mean I appreciate everything that is being done for me. I look at it as a chance to grow constantly, and I am having to Mature and take on more respondsibility all the time. I mean my boss must think I am doing something right or I would have been gone by now... I love my new post and my boss is talking about possibly moving me up to assistant manager in the company... I have only been here a few months but I am loving it... usually the people I work with are pretty good, I mean each person has their own little annoying thing(s) that they do to get under my skin but I am learning how to handle that... I am Really gratified being able to bring what little I make in. It is a real blessing... and it gives me time to be around other people. This helps break the lonelieness that Used to bother me so badly... I am learning to adapt to life w/ o the net readilly available again and I am surviving... It was a shocker tho >>> LOL<<<

I know That this is a lot but I will close for now... Will talk at yall laterz. TY for listening and for watching out for me

Hello everyone... sorry haven't been very active but I do have some good news... I am looking forward to my new life even tho it may have to be postponed.... I am happy yet sad at things that have happened...

Anyway, Take care and Just to let you know Thanky you ALL MY friends
Thomas Miller

THis Is the face of a person who really cares about me... BTW... I am happily engaged and am looking forward to my comming life... I have such potential in this and am really happy for the first time in my life.

Thomas