Gentle rays of Sunlight slipped through my bedroom’s curtain and woke me up from my empty dream……….

I knew that people were supposed to dream each and every night. Whether we did remember our dreams or not, we still dreamed. As for me, I rarely remember my dream, and when I did remember, it would only be a section of my dream.

Few people had told me that they could control their dreams. When they had a bad dream, they would go back and re-dream it again in the way that they wanted. That is certainly a wonderful skill to have.

The world of my dream had intervened with my real world a while ago. Of course, they are not 100% combined, however, they seem to cross over one another many times a day.

After reading several books, including the “Secret”, on the topic of the law of attraction, I am making my dream a reality by trying to integrate them more and more. So, now, I am getting close to the point of believing that I am living my dream.

The flip side to that is I haven’t obtained the skill of controlling my dream, yet. And because of that, there were many times that I had to live through my nightmares as well…..

Gentle rays of Sunlight had awaken me from my empty dream today….and that is a blessing. It was empty for a reason. It was empty for me to fill it. It gave me a choice to create my dream. It had given me a choice to create my day.

So, now, it is up to me to try to control my dream and block away the nightmares….

The dark and gloomy nights had faded into the distant dreams…My reality is filled with beauties, now…. And every breath is filled with content…….I am bathing the brighter side of the Moon lit sky….

The greatest miracle came at my darkest moment…..While all the lights in my life had dimmed to the fainted glare, I walked through the mysterious path only with my “flawless faith”…..When all hopes were about to turn from me, there was a message from above – “Do you want to come here tomorrow?” It was the night before the day my heart was ready to stop….

Was I dreaming? Was it a joke?.......A miracle woke me up from my longest nightmare. And I did….I went there the next day…..I answered the message from above…..I went there not knowing whether it was my own illusion, a trap, or a real miracle. I did not dare to doubt nor question…..I just went…

Once I wrote a song called “Imagining”, and this is how the lyric goes…

Imagining

I’m sitting alone by the tree that I’ve planted.

Day after day, I watch it grows.

Birds and butterflies, they come to do their shows.

Under the shade of my tree, I grow.

Looking at my tree and thinking how it has grown.

May be sweet sunshine and the cool cool wind that blows.

It must have been tenderness and loving care that I’ve shown.

And all the sweet sweet rain, yes baby, that’s yours.

(But most of all, sweet rain, baby, that’s yours.)

But I’m still wondering…..keep wondering.

Is it real- The rain that’s falling?

Would I be wet outside, when I’m standing while it’s pouring.

Is it real? I’m wondering.

Or I’m imagining the birds that sing, while clouds pass by and there’s no raining.

Breathing the air of love that I know.

The great dark cloud is coming to the show.

Birds starting singing and Sun bows down while moves aside.

The tree and I, we look up to the sky.

Well…..it was indeed a miracle. I found the answer to my song…….Yes, I was wet outside….Yes, it was real….Yes, it was the sweet rain that was pouring…..

The flawless faith is paying off…..I don’t know how long it is going to rain, but I don’t want to worry about it now….I am just happy that it rains….

I will enjoy each and every drop, while cherishing every second of my content……

The dark and gloomy nights had become my distant dreams…….At the moment, I am completed….and the miracle continues…….

Love can flow through all dimensions of life……

No distance and no time can obstruct Love as long as Love is still willing to exist…..

Love brings me both joy and sadness like it does for all human beings……I see so many kinds of love, and they are all so beautiful……and seductive……

My head is filled with desire, while my heart is filled with love…..all dimensions of love…….I am packed with all the love a man could have…..

And I’m betting all my love on one………….Is that the greatest gamble of my life?

No…..it is not……It is just the way I want to love……..

The sky was gray and gloomy when I drove to work today, but it was so beautiful…….

It is when the whole World seems dull and monotonous, that little things come to life. The big blobs of grayish clouds were making a great tapestry across the sky… The dreamy air lured me to half unconscious state…I was in my day dreaming mood.

The acoustic hybrid of Jazz/ R&B was turning the inside of my car into the gate way to my fairy world….Then…. the singer voice became more beautiful, the old Toyota driving in front seemed so collectable, and the run down building along the road became cultural heritage……

It seemed like I was looking through the eyes that were not mine……..The beauty sprung out from the stillness of a very ordinary day……left and right……

My imaginary World was merging with reality…..Something inside my World had crossed the boundary of dream and reality……..

I am scared that something is going to go wrong and this whole merging would fade away….but it is so beautiful that I would rather spend my time appreciating every second of it and trying to consume through all my senses as much as very greedy man can……….…………