Where do I even begin to describe the emotional journey I've been through these last three years and the person I have become?

Perhaps I've not changed so very much as I imagine. I am not like most girls. I never was. Indeed there is none like me that I have ever known before. By this I do not claim superiority. Just a marked deviation from the norm.

Where most of my generation are out to showcase their lives and 'compete' to out-do one another on numerous social networking websites, I take up membership at such websites because they serve as creativity outlets more than anything else.

For want of a better word, the best description I can give of the matter is that I have a constant 'itch' to makeover my pages almost continuously. Maybe it is symbolic of an individual still searching for who they are.

I don't expect anyone to understand my inclinations. Just the same as I wish they would stop trying to push me in the same direction as everyone else.

I absolutely resent people who tell me what I should want and what I should do. They have no perspective but their own. Why I should want the same things that motivate them is beyond me...

The reality is that I do not lust for such things - holidays, social parties & clubbing (where the main objective is to take as many pictures as possible to flaunt later on).

I feel that my resources can be better spent on other things, in other ways which I find more meaningful. Like a brand new iMac.

Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails.

- Proverbs 19:21

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.
I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people just don't care back.

- Omer B. Washington

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it too
If you would meet me half way
I'd do the same for you
Then we'd never find another
And we'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other